Two Peas in Each Others Pods

You've always been attracted to the superwoman in me.

The vulnerable and needing portion of me was a turn off.

And you couldn't feed a few holes in me with what I needed.

Last night you saw my state, my tears, and you saw a broken woman.

While, in reality, I was making myself be precious for myself, not needing you to do that for me.

Then, when I was connecting to a higher level of human connection with you, you saw me as needing you to validate me and that calling repulsed you.

You couldn't rise to that level of giving of yourself and creating a nuance of connection.

You couldn't come out to play.

You couldn't change that one moment in our existence of mediocrity into a colourful space.

How are you going to be taking care of me with that characteristic of not doing the unexpected ?

How are you going to be making crucial decisions about me in times of need with you being so unreal, so disconnected?

When your decisions are made on such unkind grounds, how are you going to be an agent of change in my life?

You see the broken and stained portions and your actions break the wholeness in me and you smear the shining parts of me with your unwavering inhumanity.

That is a turn off for me.

The superwoman in me, wants to hang out with a super human being.