Thursday, December 08, 2011

Poetry inspired by a painting.


My Heart


My Heart gallops like a frisky horse
It has been racing since I met you.


My heart is melting into love with you
It feels at once like a tranquil pond and sea heaving blue


My heart beats like a distant drum
It counts the wasted days I pine for you


My heart waits behind the glass of time
It drops its reasons, one by one, poured in a hope for you


My heart has strings warping the truth
It spins a gold angel not the yellow canary that is you


"Heart" Painting, Acrylic on canvas, By Farroukh
"My Heart" Poetry by Tasnim Jivaji

Wednesday, December 07, 2011

Peep into my only life.

Reality
Tabloids, Shows
Have nothing, compared

To
What you
Will See Here

If
You Can
Leave a Bug

And
See What
I hide here.

Where
Is Shame
Respect and Love

Gone
Burned Washed
In Furious Lineage

My
Five souls
Fix me here.

Tuesday, December 06, 2011

There is no other God - There is no other Me.

If there is a God,
In that Image am I
If I am who I imagine,
Then God, am I there!

Soldiers dont have choices, do they

You know the identity if a true soldier is one that puts on the colours of his country and gets all nice and shaven only to climb onto a plane that will throw him into a dark sky onto hostile soil.  However, that has nothing to do with the fact that he will or will not make enemies there, because the people whom he bears arms against could have been friends deprived of chances for that first greeting, for that possibility to become bosom pals.
They bow on the stage where ancient hatreds were born and nourished and get chosen to play the part of bleeders and slayers of innocents, they cast stones sometimes for wrongs that no longer are wrongs.
For leaders who don the mask of father send their sons to horrible uncharted graves in search for their own glories and to hands stain with metals in the medals that hate to shine for the reasons that they do and would rather have stayed in the belly of mother earth and never been mined to be forged into round guilty honours for death and destruction.

I can't change the tides of life.

What does a mother never say?
That it doesn't feel good to be a mother,

What would a new mother never know until its too late?
That it doesn't make me proud to see the hatred,

Is there more pain than the pangs of labour, huh mother?
Yes, It is a pain to stoop all the time and be kind,

Why would you change the way it works, mother?
It is a shame that they don't learn until it hurts.

What comes next comes and lays the step for an aftermath.

It isnt planned, the great truth is the gamble
The randomness
 
What happens next is never what we plan
It never comes out the way we intend
 
Where we are after the spoils
is where we are, there is no rocket science
 
Why it happens is simple
we have no answers, do not try the math.
 
So all we can do
is be still and let the calm take control

Saturday, September 10, 2011

Wave

And I tumble back to the shore
thrashing   churning     foaming
Until I am no more

Friday, June 17, 2011

Week 24 - Everything I ever hoped for is happening.

But I do not like the feeling inside. I think I wished for the wrong thing to happen. But I am on the top of the roller coaster and I know that I am going to hate this ride, I am going to lose my dignity swearing out loud, but come out of this fine. Fine and relieved. Fine and alive. Fine and swearing never to do this again.

Wednesday, April 13, 2011

She is in life

Mid life crisis
Crisis

Someone who knew made that line
Someone else has been here

And now it is a joke
People say it to aged fools who finally grow up

What is crisis is that the people around this fool
Might be shrugged off like an old well-used jacket that never did fit

Untangled from the beloved one
Hurtling towards a crisis or a lonely mid-life

Mid life crisis is
When the kids I cherish turn away

Mid life crisis is 
When the kids I cherish, cherish me back

Mid life crisis is
The spouse I held up taking me for granted

Mid life crisis is
The spouse I held up, holding me up guaranteed.

Mid life crisis, when all the business is done
and I am faced again with I,

Mid life crisis is mind boggling because I do not recognise
That person - the one with whom I was born